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I was asked to stay in the company after internship 2 weeks ago. And I’ve been hesitating for that two weeks till yst. Yst, I finally told my Creative Director that I am not staying.

I really like this company cos it’s finally a working place where I can work and smile deep within my heart. Well, but you got to admit that the working hours are long and the pay…well, i dunno if it’s gd or not cos I wasn’t told. But it’s office work. I used to dread of office work but this internhsip let me realise that office work isnt tt bad sometimes when you can get to go out and meet cilents at times. haha.

I realised that many ppl was asked to stay after internship, including my classmate shiqi. lol. This shows that our dmc batch is pretty good.lol!

Anw, the reason y i decided not to do is becos I realised that if I am going to work 5 days to 6 days a week in this job, I will start neglecting other commitments I have in life. Can i afford to do so? NO. I have piano and seriously, i told myself that I need a break. The reason y i hestitate is becos I need money. That’s when human gets greedy. I want money and time. But i realised I can’t have both.

And since now I am jobless, I wanted to start looking for a part time job. some real meaningful part time job, where work = play= money = fun. haha. Thought of gg into production but tt seriously contradict what I want. becos production means less time and less money, but well, more fun though.

Currently I guess I’ll juz take my freelance job, or if lucky, get a part time job. But i think is hard for me to get it now since I m gg on holiday in mid march. lol.

seriously, i dunno wad i m typing above.haha. suddenli a quote just come out from my mind. It’s a quote my course mates came up with. “Life is a dick, sometimes it just gets hard for no reason.”

Haha!